Have been wrestling with the idea of whether or not to post. I am just a big ball of grumpy. Yuck. I don't even want to deal with myself let alone put it all out there. But, then you all wonder where I'm at and how I am.
Shitty. My back is as bad as it was on the first day. Maybe even a bit worse. The bulk of the pain is in the lower, right side of my back. Now, it is wrapping itself around my rib area and to my hip. Standing, sitting, laying, walking, all hurts. Mark is working of course and working late. So, it is long days of feeling totally desperate - how will I make it till bedtime??
The little babe is fighting something or has something. Fever, runny nose, crankiness, and minimal eating. Likely an ear again. I definitely feel like I'm making the right decision about the tubes, but I just wish there was a different one that I could make. I don't like undergoing the risk. But, at this point, I think it is warranted with both children.
My organizng and planning is in the toilet. I'm just in survival mode and will pick up on it whenever I get better. I will get better right??? I just can't understand how I am getting WORSE when I have been doing all the lifting and bending properly and have been doing my exercises some of the time. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Sorry for the rant, that's all I have today. Cranky.
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2 comments:
Oh no, sounds like you're not having such a great day, sorry to hear that chick...you need to take your advice...get some help, and even take a vaca ;) Your back pain is where mine usually is maybe it's a genetic thing. Damn those genes ;)
You know me, the acupuncture advocate, I HIGHLY recommend it!!! Expensive but if it can straighten a spine, it might be worth it.
I hope little D gets better...again, I don't need to tell you, just read your comments :) Drugs, rest, fluid. Hope the tubes make a dif!
I don't know how you do it either, you're tough! I do know how you feel though, counting the hours til you get some relief. Wish I was there to help!
It took you a long time to get your back in this kind of shape, it'll likely take a long time to get better.
In the meantime, wishing you good thoughts, lots of rest, plenty of drugs and a good break on the weekend!
~B
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